I remember being able to turn my head any way I wanted (maybe even 360 degrees) without it freezing up and getting stuck that way. Just tell Tegan you did it to be the inside man. You've got a coup up your sleeve, you're biding your time.
No, I'm sorry. You don't have to pretend with me. Talk to me.
That would go over better than just saying "This is how show business works, kid." Although I'm not sure how many people believe I can outsmart Mara.
I care too much about what people think of me. Occupational hazard. So I can't claim to have practical or selfless motives here. [...] I think I'm just scared and it scares me less to be doing something. That's all.
You're not alone in that, I think everyone is doing the same thing. Has been doing things scared since all of this even started. And honestly, I shouldn't have said anything about motivations to begin with, it doesn't really matter staring down the barrel of this gun. I just...cultivating good relationships and trust for the purpose of our community aside, this is a new world Edgar, who frankly gives a shit what anyone thinks.
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DM, 11/7
No, I'm sorry. You don't have to pretend with me. Talk to me.
DM, 11/7
I care too much about what people think of me. Occupational hazard. So I can't claim to have practical or selfless motives here. [...] I think I'm just scared and it scares me less to be doing something. That's all.
DM, 11/7
You're not alone in that, I think everyone is doing the same thing. Has been doing things scared since all of this even started. And honestly, I shouldn't have said anything about motivations to begin with, it doesn't really matter staring down the barrel of this gun. I just...cultivating good relationships and trust for the purpose of our community aside, this is a new world Edgar, who frankly gives a shit what anyone thinks.