That would go over better than just saying "This is how show business works, kid." Although I'm not sure how many people believe I can outsmart Mara.
I care too much about what people think of me. Occupational hazard. So I can't claim to have practical or selfless motives here. [...] I think I'm just scared and it scares me less to be doing something. That's all.
You're not alone in that, I think everyone is doing the same thing. Has been doing things scared since all of this even started. And honestly, I shouldn't have said anything about motivations to begin with, it doesn't really matter staring down the barrel of this gun. I just...cultivating good relationships and trust for the purpose of our community aside, this is a new world Edgar, who frankly gives a shit what anyone thinks.
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DM, 11/7
I care too much about what people think of me. Occupational hazard. So I can't claim to have practical or selfless motives here. [...] I think I'm just scared and it scares me less to be doing something. That's all.
DM, 11/7
You're not alone in that, I think everyone is doing the same thing. Has been doing things scared since all of this even started. And honestly, I shouldn't have said anything about motivations to begin with, it doesn't really matter staring down the barrel of this gun. I just...cultivating good relationships and trust for the purpose of our community aside, this is a new world Edgar, who frankly gives a shit what anyone thinks.